Twelfth Entry [Audio | Filtered (see entry) | Hackable]

[reckless_eagle]

[This entry is locked to those who Poland considers a)friends, and b)people he can talk to about Boy Problems. Liet, since Boy Problems are always his fault, is not included. People like, say, Gokudera, who he likes but doesn't really think would be terribly sympathetic, are also not included. Definitely included are Hungary, Wolfram, Nitori, Elaine, Aerith, America... if you think your character might be included, go ahead and assume they are.]

[Also, if your character can hack at all, they can access this.]

Hey.

I like, seriously don't wanna hang out here with Liet right now... can I come chill with someone else for a while?

[He hesitates awkwardly for a moment, then shuts off the recording.]

Comments

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

[Poland manages a little smile]

Hey. Like, sorry to impose on you and junk...

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

{He shook his head]

It's fine, really. I am the one who invited you over, right?

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

[Walks in, shutting the door after him]

Yeah... like, thanks for that!

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

It is nothing. So, why have you been down, then?

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

...'Cause like, I'm kinda sorta really in love with someone, and I don't think they could ever feel the same way. And lately all they seem to talk about is this other person, and I think they like each other, and... it's lame.

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

Oh, I see... I guess I am not the best person for something like this, then. I am lost about love myself. Though, I am sorry to hear that. It must get irritating after a while of it. I kind of know that feeling... kind of. Well, I wish you the best of luck with this person then.

Oh, is this person possibly Liet? You do not need to answer if you do not want to. It is just my curiosty peaking.

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

[Poland facepalms hard. That's a yes.]

...How does everyone know, seriously?

[orz]

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

Ah! Sorry! Sorry! I did not mean to intrude. It is... just from observation. But you know, I kind of understand what you mean...

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

Yeah?

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

Uhm... well, I am not sure myself, but there is someone special to me. But she always wants Kokuyoku. I guess it makes sense... she IS his Holy Maiden... but...

[He found himself blushing slightly, but not enough to notice easily]

Well, I guess it does not matter because I am no good at love or anything like it.

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

That's total bull, Argentine! If you like, feel love, there's no such thing as being good or bad at it. You should like, have the same chance to go after it as anyone else!

[...Besides, you know, people like him who love people that they shouldn't.]

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

[[OOC: what the heck? I posted this before and it didn't go >_<]]

I suppose that is true, but I do not even know if she likes me that way. She would have a good reason not to, after all. Thinking back in her place, I do not blame her. I do not want to get into specifics of it, but it was a bad mistake and I am learning from it. But, you learn from your mistakes, right? I am just learning the hard way.

Lj eats comments

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

Aww, that totally sounds rough. It's like, your decision to try and court her or not, I guess... but you seem way sweet to me, so I'm like, sure it'll work out for you one way or another.

So I've noticed >_<

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

Yeah... I hope so too...

[There was a moment of silence]

Hey, Poland... What would you say love is to you?

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

[He blushes, falling quiet as he tries to find the words]

Well, like, there's a difference between love for family and friends and the love I think we're talking about. Love is like... being happy when someone's happy just because they're happy, and wanting to protect that. Being like, in love is like that, except with more of that "I totally feel like I can't breathe when he smiles 'cause it's just too beautiful" thing goin on.

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

Oh I see... I am sorry for troubling you with that question. I just have no idea about love. I would not have known about it if Risa had not said that I was in love with Qualia...

I really do not know about it, still. But, what would the friends and family love be like? I just want to know the difference... When someone is very special to you, would that be love too, then?

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

Really special to you... Yeah, that's like, a good way of putting it.

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

What type of love...?

[He blushed slightly.]

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

...Like, any type, really.

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

Ah... I see...

[He sighed for a moment, looking to the good letters he recieved]

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Like, the difference is... like, little stuff. Like if you feel your face getting all warm when people talk about them, or like, it kinda hurts to think there's anyone they like more than you, or... like, stuff like that.

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

Oh... uhm... Poland... I think that I might be in love if that is the case.

[He blushed slightly.]

Oh! You said to check the letters for anything good, right? Well, You and Liet were right. It seems I got mail from Daisuke and Risa.

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

Yeah? Like, what'd they say?

Letters are on a diff post xD

[innocentart.livejournal.com]

Uhh... well, if you want, you can read them.

[He shuffled around his room, grabbing the two letters and handing him them.]

Risa made homemade chocolate with her sister.

I saw, lol

[reckless-eagle.livejournal.com]

[Skims over them]

Aww, that's way nice. I'm like, glad you got some letters that didn't suck, after all~