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reckless_eagle) wrote2010-08-01 10:53 pm
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Entry tags:
- apologizing is hard,
- could use a hug,
- dammit m!pol you slut,
- dealing with m!pol's shit,
- elaine,
- entranceway,
- event aftermath,
- event: no such thing as a fair trial,
- god have mercy,
- gonna give liet a heart attack,
- ic,
- lithuania,
- lost memories,
- mea maxima culpa,
- no clue how much trouble he's in,
- relationships,
- self-imposed exile,
- shy,
- sulking,
- the queen is un-fabulous,
- video
Thirty-sixth Entry [Video]
[Someone's been avoiding everyone the mansion in a fit of awkward and angst since the mirrors showed up!]
[There's really just too much for Poland to deal with right now. His friend-breakup with Elaine, his encounter with Mirror Lithuania, the knowledge that Mirror Poland was free to scare Aang and hurt Nai and maybe do bad things to his other friends... He's curled up underneath his cloak in a corner of the overgrown garden at the edge of the forest, where he's been hiding out today.]
[The knowledge that his memories were able to disrupt the Mansion itself helps him, gives him hope, makes him feel more powerful. But...]
...I like, can't believe I forgot about them. I just... forgot. My own people... A nation totally shouldn't...
Gawd, this is lame.
Um. Is everyone like, okay and stuff? Apparently my mirror was a mega-bitch to some of you, so like. Uh. Yeah. Everybody cool?
[There's really just too much for Poland to deal with right now. His friend-breakup with Elaine, his encounter with Mirror Lithuania, the knowledge that Mirror Poland was free to scare Aang and hurt Nai and maybe do bad things to his other friends... He's curled up underneath his cloak in a corner of the overgrown garden at the edge of the forest, where he's been hiding out today.]
[The knowledge that his memories were able to disrupt the Mansion itself helps him, gives him hope, makes him feel more powerful. But...]
...I like, can't believe I forgot about them. I just... forgot. My own people... A nation totally shouldn't...
Gawd, this is lame.
Um. Is everyone like, okay and stuff? Apparently my mirror was a mega-bitch to some of you, so like. Uh. Yeah. Everybody cool?
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[ Lawr picked a bit of grape stem from his pants and tossed it to the ground, quietly watching as an ant wandered by and dragged it away. ]
Is everything alright with your fiance?
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...Um. I like, haven't really talked to him since the Queen arrested me... I mean, I like. I met his mirror, and I've kinda been... not going home ever since?
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[ He was so straightforward... ]
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I'm kind of surprised you aren't used to that sort of thing by now.
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Do you think you'd have been okay with it, if it were actually Liet doing it? Or does the act itself scare you just as much?
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It's... It's not like I'm scared. [Except for the part where he totally is.] I just... wanna wait until we're married for real. I know it... it wouldn't be as scary with the real Liet there...
[That's what he has to tell himself, to think that he'll be able to perform as a spouse. The Major wanted to hurt him and scare him, and Liet's mirror was selfish and harsh, but Liet isn't like that. Liet would do anything to keep from hurting him, always does his best to make sure he's safe and happy, so it would be different with him, right?]
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Thanks... it's way nice of you to offer~
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Do you even think of him that way? I know the two of you are really close, and you love him, but can you even imagine being with him intimately.
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Totally! I... Okay, like, you can't tell anyone this, but we've like, already kissed. Like... on the mouth and stuff. And I get kinda dizzy when he touches me, sometimes, even if it's just hugging or whatever. It kinda feels like my heart's beating too fast and my breath can't quite catch up, and... Y-Yeah. [Blushing!]
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That's... cute.
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because hiding behind things is SO much less conspicuous than blushing]O-Ohmigod, I totally can't believe I just.. you like, seriously can't tell people, okay??
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[ Lawr laughed very quietly. Who would he tell, anyway? ]
Is it really such a big deal? I mean... I sleep with Yujinn and Seeu, and we're not married.
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[Better than "Oh, btw, don't talk bad about Satan, he's my bestie", but WHAT.]
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He just blinks at Poland's shock. ]
...what?
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[Very coherent, that Poland.]
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Just... giving Poland a very inquisitive look, nibbling on his grapes. ]
Can't what?
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Y-You like, can't run around living in sin with two people! That's--that's totally scandalous ohmigod!
[Flail flail blush flail! He's worried for your soul, Lawr :<]
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